okay i so dont remember when i wrote that last entry...i was prolly drunk or something...it sounds hella gay....haha.....well anyways......

i went to cali this summer...it was awesome.....i left on the 21st......got to go to anjus graduation =)....my bhatriji graduated..im soo proud.....hahaa anyways......went to elko for ketaben's wedding....ha.....funny story......i happened to get stopped by a highway patrol who gave me a speeding ticket....=/...its alright though cause it was only for 82 bucks...not bad for going 90......still gotta take defensive driving.......so we went to the wedding....where i found out roma was coming...which was awesome...so the 3some were together again....... me-anj-romz..........i got to see my cute little neices and nephews...oh man i wish i was there longer.......well i get to see radhii and siyaa at the end of the month so im excited for that.......anyways...we went back to cali.....went to stay at anjus place.......we did possibly everything there was to do.....haha....six flags was awesome....we watched pirates of the caribbean 2!!...umm ate inn and out....like 5 times......umm watched superman in 3-d......and everything else...haha.....went back to my nana's.....went to my foi's....hung out w/ family ......rusabh bhai is awesome but he needs to get MARRIED.....haha......krupa's grown up a lil bit.....kishan's still the same though......puja it was fun hanging out with you for the 2 weeks u were there.......its been a long time u know.......anyways.....so we also went to san diego to see my cuties..(sorry das not you....but ur kids...)....haha....we took a tour of san diego which was alright...it was hot so we were kinda cranky....and then......sad....but i had to come home...=/...i miss california and its people.....i feel like they're like me.......i mean....yeah i have friends here...but i mean.....me anjuu sindoor gopi n gargi....oh man what fun we had......we have alot of things in common.....more things than anyone else i know.....you guys are awesome...i loww you!.....well thats the end of my trip......how was yall's summer?.....oh yeah and since schools starting...i think imma start writing in here again...to clear my mind..........if i dont...REMIND ME....or else ill forget about this thing...=/......k..till next time.......

just you and me.....

i want......need.....someone who will hold my hand and let me cry out all my emotions....someone who will alwayz be there for me....alwayz by my side....

someone who makes me smile with im down....someone who wants to cuddle and kiss me goodnight....

someone whos willing to love me as much as i love him........

just you and me....

its crazy how our lives work......imagine......the person who you will be spending the rest of your life with is out there right now.....wondering the exact same thing....me and anju were talking about it.....and its soo weird....how all of us are going to be married in the next 3-5 years..........and that just makes me wonder.....will i ever find him?

maybe im just trying to hard....maybe i should let him come to me......let him come and sweep me off my feet and show me the world through his eyes..... 

school's over.........yay...haha...umm yeah im going to cali in june for a month which is awesome........going to cousin's wedding in elko.....what a vacation......anyhow.....

i havent written in here in forever......so many things have happened in the past month or so.......almost everyone is leaving to go back home for the summer which sucks........hmm.....but i think ill have fun in cali...whoo hoo.....umm....i guess my life's just going on.....nothing new or special thats happened...just here........haha.....yeah so....anything else im forgetting?.....nope...i dont think soo........hmm......k well i guess ill write in here soon....im gonna be writing in here ALOT this summer....cause ill have nothing better to do....=)....k well byee

its been a few days since iv written in here....its hard to keep up with you these days....oh man......but i have some stuff to write in here.......

its hard to recognize who your real friends are.....but if you dont give them a chance then how will u recognize them?......you have to give them a chance to be trustworthy....its hard to see who ur real friends are......iv been through it......you might think that they are one of ur good friends and that they have ur back...but in reality....they only care about themselves.....but if you dont through difficulties like these.....how will you ever know who has whos back.....iv been there for each and every single one of you.....no matter what......but in return.....i get jack shit......i get people who never listen.....i get people who dont care....its hard to live in a world full of fakes.......the only reason i stay quiet now is because i have someone who listens......someone who cares.......even one person makes a difference....i dont knoww.....but i feel like no one here has my back......im drifting away from everyone...........i guess its life......and i cant do anything about it....